Often times I find myself a non-believer in Coincidence. It's a spiritual position I suppose to believe that things are put in place by fate or a guided hand but that is where my belief lies. Truly I always find even the bad situations to merely be something to lead to different paths. As had a horrible situation never occurred I may not have met a wonderful person whom I am endeared to. But on to the subject at hand!
Prior to my leaving the military I stumbled upon this song;
"Shine" by Laura Izibor
It sang to me and came about when I was beginning to doubt my decision to leave the military. It actually was uncovered watching the movie "Nanny Diaries". Not only that but purely by the chance that I left the credits go by as I worked on something in the kitchen. You know that part most of us shut off the TV, change the channel, or etc.
Again I feel at a crossroads, I know what I want but can I achieve it? A song struck a cord with me watching a preview for "Precious" (To which I am so going to have to see!) and here it is;
"Happy" by Leona Lewis
Of course this video doesn't speak along the same lines as "Precious" or my situation but the song metaphorically does. I am trying to choose to continue a career in my current back round or do something I may truly enjoy by going to college. My plan is to go to school full time to become a Pharmacists to rid my anchor for employment and even the possibility to leave this country for work. It puts me in a field I may actually feel like I am contributing to something good and serves so many other qualities in a job I would enjoy. The Air Force denied me the opportunity when I tried that route... maybe it was meant to be.
The first step at taking a chance is always a scary one... but maybe I just need to keep in my heart that I do indeed "just wanna be happy".
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